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[chopoffyourhead]

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[perfectly_average]

[He makes a quiet sound of fluster, but it softens as he huffs gently in "defeat".]

... You're right. I suppose I still have trouble, sometimes, thanks to how I was raised.

[chopoffyourhead]

[He smiles, then leans forward to peck Jamil on the cheek before getting up.]

I'll get a temporary cup for this... and then we can begin.

[And he heads downstairs just to do that! It won't be long before he's back and gently setting the desert rose in the windowsill, clearly admiring it a bit more before he finally draws away and back to Jamil.]

So... how do we do this?

[perfectly_average]

[His smile softens a lot as he watches Riddle set the rose up.

After a soft breath, he reaches out to rest a hand against the side of Riddle's face.]

We could start small, for now. Maybe... pick something that you'd like to have more or less of a specific feeling towards? For instance... in my case, I asked Azul to help me feel less anxiety towards Hamburger.

[chopoffyourhead]

[Riddle leans into the touch, closing his eyes for a moment. After a breath, he opens his eyes and looks at Jamil.]

I want to feel less anxiety towards... [...] letting go and just letting myself enjoy sex.

[perfectly_average]

[He nods.]

And do you have a favorite word or nickname?

[chopoffyourhead]

[...ah... there's a blush that comes to his face. He feels this word is very telling, but...

Shyly, he admits:]

My Queen.

[perfectly_average]

I like it.

[He smiles knowingly.]

Alright, that will be your positive trigger word, for now. The first phase will be extremely limited, because the goal is forming a positive association, overall, with healthy sexual encounters. Before we begin, how does this outcome sound, to you?

[Because this is Riddle, he will be making sure of the final goal before they officially get started.]

Every time you hear those words, during sexual encounters with specific individuals you trust, you will find it much easier to relax.

[Jamil takes one of Riddle's hands, kissing the knuckles.]

To be clear, I will have you listing the names for me, so there is no room for error, and there will be relaxation techniques "built in" to the same part of your subconscious mind. Do you want to pick the relaxation technique, in advance, or would you like me to choose something that would be unique to this?

[chopoffyourhead]

[Riddle's eyes slowly draw back up to Jamil. He nods, clearly appreciative of the thorough explanation.

There's a small smile at the end.]

Mm... you can pick.

As for the names...

You, of course. Floyd, Idia, Cater, Hermes, Diva...

[...]

... Azul.

[perfectly_average]

[His smile softens into something both understanding and... maybe a bit sad. Jamil remembers, all too well, what it felt like... wishing to be closer to the Azul here. With a soft sound, he leans to kiss Riddle's lips.]

I need you to relax and focus on those names. During the initial part, you'll feel even more drawn to me, than usual. If you relax into that feeling while repeating the list of names, you shouldn't feel any pain. Please let me know the moment that changes, though; my goal is to remove any discomfort, especially when the person is willing.

Do you have any remaining questions or concerns? Otherwise... whenever you're ready, all you need to do next is look into my eyes.

[chopoffyourhead]

[He kisses Jamil back. The request for mentioning discomfort gets a small noise of acknowledgement, while the following question gets a shake of his head.

Trusting, relaxed and pliant, Riddle gazes into those beautiful grey eyes and gives a small, tender smile.]

1/2

[perfectly_average]

[Ah, that's legitimately unfair. Jamil pauses for a moment simply to stare at Riddle... then he leans down to kiss him first. It's after pulling back, he smiles as well.]

2/2

[perfectly_average]

The one you behold is your master. When I ask you a question, you will answer. When I give you a command, you will assent... Snake Whisper.

[By the end, Riddle should find himself completely entranced; it's warm, fuzzy, and he will feel safer than he's ever felt in his life. Something about it is protective - like his mind is being gently cradled, rather than outright overtaken.]

[chopoffyourhead]

[There's a pleased, slightly amused hum at the kiss, before he looks back into the eyes.

He lets out a slow breath, feeling that influence weave itself into his mind. Subconsciously held tension seems to slowly melt away. His eyes begin to lid, and after a couple moments, they fall shut, the smile easing away.

When they open back up, his eyes appear to be a warm, almost glowing red, focused on Jamil, the center of his world.

His voice is even and calm when he responds.]

Yes, Master.